My husband Richard and I were married for 27 years.

Twenty-seven years of what I believed was a faithful, loving union. I never doubted him. Not once. He was a good man, a hardworking man who came home every evening for dinner, who kissed my cheek before bed, who held my hand during Sunday church services.

Then, on a Tuesday afternoon, I got the call that shattered my world. A car accident on Highway 26. He was gone instantly, the officer told me. Just like that, my whole life crumbled into a pile of unanswered questions.

The funeral was three days later, at our little Methodist church on Maple Street. My heart was a stone in my chest as I stood by the casket, greeting mourners. Our son, Daniel, stood next to me, his arm around my shoulders, his eyes red-rimmed. I don’t remember much about that morning, except the smell of lilies and the murmur of voices offering condolences I couldn’t really hear.