She was holding a casserole.

Not flowers. Not an apology. Not a letter.

A casserole.

She smiled at me as though fifteen years hadn’t passed.

As though she hadn’t watched my father throw me out of our house in the middle of a thunderstorm when I was nineteen.

As though she hadn’t stood behind the screen door while I stood barefoot on the porch, soaked to the skin, begging her to stop him.